2005-01-28 - 12:44 p.m.

Bad people go to heaven

Fh.Ik winks: Play "Dancer"
(myself) says: gday
Fh.Ik says: hey :]
Fh.Ik says: did that work?
(myself) says: i see a dude
(myself) says: with a baseball cap
Fh.Ik says: does it take up your screen
(myself) says: no
Fh.Ik winks: Play "Silly Face"
Fh.Ik says: what about that?
(myself) says: its a stick figure sideways
Fh.Ik says: eheh
Fh.Ik says: its alright
Fh.Ik says: how are you?
(myself) says: not good
Fh.Ik says: hmm thats not what i wanted to hear :
Fh.Ik says: whats up?
(myself) says: i dont know how much longer i can last with my mum
Fh.Ik says: hmm that can be a problem
Fh.Ik says: are you guys fighting?
(myself) says: i dont know what you would call it
(myself) says: i struggle to not hit her
Fh.Ik says: mm
Fh.Ik says: might be best to go on a holiday or something
(myself) says: i have been trying to find somewhere to move out for the last month
Fh.Ik says: even better idea
Fh.Ik says: maybe you should think about that when you feel angry at her
(myself) says: about what
Fh.Ik says: how your not going to be living there forever
(myself) says: you dont understand how she is in my face
Fh.Ik says: i might not
(myself) says: i try to get away i ask nicely to go away
Fh.Ik says: but its still no reason to retailate, she's the one who born you
(myself) says: she makes me wish i was dead
Fh.Ik says: seriously you need to moce out
(myself) says: i know
(myself) says: i have been asking to move out for a month
Fh.Ik says: why do you need her permission?
(myself) says: i mean asking people
Fh.Ik says: oh
Fh.Ik says: :]
(myself) says: but no one wants to live with me i have too much anger and problems
Fh.Ik says: tell them you already have a punching bag and theres no reason to be scared
(myself) says: its not like that
Fh.Ik says: oh
Fh.Ik says: i know what you mean then
Fh.Ik says: well
(myself) says: i can be happy and it takes 30 seconds for my mum to make me want to kill her and me
(myself) says: of course no one "makes me"
Fh.Ik says: wheres your md player
(myself) says: i sold it
Fh.Ik says: well
Fh.Ik says: you need a new one :]
(myself) says: i have a mp3 player
Fh.Ik says: yeah
Fh.Ik says: look
Fh.Ik says: just put that on, if you know she'll be irritating you sometime soon
Fh.Ik says: abd refuse to take it off if she talks
Fh.Ik says: and print out a sign, saying, be nice...
Fh.Ik says: hand that to her
(myself) says: you dont get it, she can be in my face and straightaway i cant think
(myself) says: weve tried all that ive told that to the counsellors
Fh.Ik says: you need to ignore it somehow
(myself) says: that is what i have tried to but you dont get it i am supposed to walk outside in my boxers but i cant get to the door cos she is in my face telling me how pathetic i am i cant get to my keys because she is in my face telling me everything i do wrong i cant get to my clothes because she is in my face saying i am a liar i cant get to my mp3 player because she is in my face telling me i never help m
(myself) says: if i go outside she could lock me out again so i must get my keys but they are in my room if i stand up and try to get past her i am "assaulting" her i could walk outside in my boxers but you could hear her voice 500m away but no i am supposed to sit there and not react at all i want her to die and leave me alone
Fh.Ik says: what about a 1 bedroom flat
Fh.Ik says: seems like its harrasment more than anything
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(myself) says: no its all in my head i am just making it up i could really control my self if i wanted to
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Fh.Ik says: can joo see me
(myself) says: haaaaaaaaaa now that is onw clean cut man
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Fh.Ik says: heh
Fh.Ik says: i know i know
Fh.Ik has accepted your invitation to start viewing webcam.
Fh.Ik says: ah there he is
Fh.Ik says: :]
Fh.Ik says: good to see you again
Fh.Ik says: wooo
(myself) says: swagman
Fh.Ik says: yah hah
Fh.Ik says: i know it looks alot darker than it is
Fh.Ik says: i need a new light bulb
(myself) says: its a bigger room than when i was there
Fh.Ik says: yeah
(myself) says:
(myself) says: orderly as ever
Fh.Ik says: hey it is :]
Fh.Ik says: im listening to door
Fh.Ik says: s
(myself) says: as in the
Fh.Ik says: jim morrison
Fh.Ik says: what webcam do you have?
Fh.Ik says: its real nice output
(myself) says: you look like you just got excommunicated from the gypsy jokers
Fh.Ik says: that was last year
Fh.Ik says: hehe
(myself) says:
Fh.Ik says: do you want to see my new computer?
(myself) says: its a creative webcam only $30
(myself) says: ok
Fh.Ik says: really...
Fh.Ik says: ok
Fh.Ik says: watch
(myself) says: what are they subwoofers or something
(myself) says: dj equipment?
Fh.Ik says: its the case
Fh.Ik says: black case
(myself) says: for what
Fh.Ik says: with lots of rice lights
Fh.Ik says: computer
Fh.Ik says: box
(myself) says: ahh ok
Fh.Ik says:
Fh.Ik says: bday pressie
(myself) says: well heres my house
Fh.Ik says: nice racl
Fh.Ik says:
Fh.Ik says: rack
Fh.Ik says: woah can;es
Fh.Ik says: cables
(myself) says: hi tech
(myself) says: whoa a fan
(myself) says: it moves too
Fh.Ik says: it does
(myself) says: is it hot over there
Fh.Ik says: it symbolises my coolness
Fh.Ik says: sort of
Fh.Ik says: its more for air circulation
(myself) says: ah right
(myself) says: its 22 here according to my weather man
Fh.Ik says: hmm
(myself) says: 26 according to my thermometer
Fh.Ik says: not the nicest weather hehe
Fh.Ik says: cant make it out
(myself) says: it was raining today
Fh.Ik says: hmm
Fh.Ik says: so its humid then
(myself) says: i got pro evolution soccer 4 today
Fh.Ik says: cool, well thats something to get involved in
Fh.Ik says: you know
(myself) says: yeah that was the plan to avoid having to ask my mum what time she intended to go to bed
Fh.Ik says: your door might need a lock
(myself) says: her computer is right next to my door and she sighs and laughs and swears when she is on it but of course it is all my imagination i should just ignore it
(myself) says: it needs sound- light- and vibrationproofing
Fh.Ik says: oh
Fh.Ik says: you need a subwoofer
(myself) says: or i could just move out
Fh.Ik says: right next to her bed
(myself) says: ive got one look
Fh.Ik says: thats a spealer
Fh.Ik says: speaker
(myself) says: the bit at the bottom is a subwoofer isnt it
Fh.Ik says: its a mid
(myself) says: aw
Fh.Ik says: but it would still output bass
Fh.Ik says: just not, like, bass only
(myself) says: do you still leech doof
Fh.Ik says: not as much anymore
(myself) says: from tranceaddict
(myself) says: ok
Fh.Ik says: im still listening to the stuff i have
Fh.Ik says: i might put someon
(myself) says: you wouldnt tell the difference
(myself) says:
Fh.Ik says: well
Fh.Ik says: obetween old and new?
(myself) says: between doof a and doof b
Fh.Ik says: doof b?
Fh.Ik says: lol
Fh.Ik says: doof a
Fh.Ik says: yes i could :]
Fh.Ik says: dont look so sad
Fh.Ik winks: Play "Guitar Smash"
Fh.Ik says:
(myself) says: i am hungry i am away to get eets
(myself) says: haha
Fh.Ik says: ok
Fh.Ik says: byebye
Fh.Ik says: heheh
Fh.Ik says: i had to buy eyedrops tonite
Fh.Ik says: from using too much computer
Fh.Ik says: oh no
Fh.Ik says: make sure you dont eat with mouth open
(myself) says: too much quake?
Fh.Ik says: no thanks
(myself) says: halo 2?
Fh.Ik says: no half life 2
(myself) says: ahh
(myself) says: i thought you meant halo 2
Fh.Ik says: i purchased software!
(myself) says: you mean leeched
Fh.Ik says: nopes
(myself) says:
Fh.Ik says: bought with money
Fh.Ik says: im shocked also
(myself) says: dude that an insult to your hacking capabilities
Fh.Ik says: ehe
Fh.Ik says: cookies?
Fh.Ik says: peanut butter on c ruskets?
(myself) says: the real deal
(myself) says: and honey on toast
Fh.Ik says: ohh
Fh.Ik says: creamed honey
(myself) says: what is that cheap immitation ginger beer
Fh.Ik says: mm
Fh.Ik says: its naughty juice
(myself) says: show us
(myself) says: cool
(myself) says: dude thats like $8 a bottle
Fh.Ik says: not really
Fh.Ik says: 15 for 4
Fh.Ik says: since free trade agreement with america its cheap
(myself) says: hard to disagree with that
Fh.Ik says: mm
Fh.Ik says: but i given up binge drinking
(myself) says: thats good
Fh.Ik says: drinking to get drunk is not something ive done,... since.. i dunno
Fh.Ik says: maybe i dunn
Fh.Ik says: o
Fh.Ik says: cant remember the last time i got blind
(myself) says: i dont drink a lot recently because a) i dont like to pay and b) it makes the depression worse
Fh.Ik says: yeah no joke
Fh.Ik says: its full on misery juice
(myself) says: i have only been drunk 2 or 3 times, the most i have had is about 8 drinks as in standard drinks
Fh.Ik says: yeah thats good
Fh.Ik says: you'll live longer than me
(myself) says: what about oyu
Fh.Ik says: because body organs in better conditions
Fh.Ik says: lol
Fh.Ik says: could not count
Fh.Ik says: the amunt of times i been drink
Fh.Ik says: sorry about spelling its dordless
Fh.Ik says: cordles
(myself) says: what is that
Fh.Ik says: cordless keyboar
Fh.Ik says: d
Fh.Ik says: with flat batteries
(myself) says: for djing
Fh.Ik says: haha
Fh.Ik says: for typing in bed
(myself) says: ah ok
Fh.Ik says: do you like dido?
(myself) says: the singer?
Fh.Ik says: yeah her music
(myself) says: its not bad
Fh.Ik says: ok
Fh.Ik says: theres a nice song i want to recommend
(myself) says: hm
Fh.Ik says: sand in my shoes
Fh.Ik says: dido - sand in my shoes
Fh.Ik says: its off her latest album
(myself) says: hey i cant download any music now thanks to microsoft http://gewerq.diaryland.com/nwo.html
Fh.Ik says: ohah nwo hey
Fh.Ik says: hmm
(myself) says: do you have that problem
Fh.Ik says: thats the liscencing hey
Fh.Ik says: no
Fh.Ik says: all my files are mp3
Fh.Ik says: used in winamp
(myself) says: no but same for mp3s as well
Fh.Ik says: whats that, it wont allow them to be played if it considers it an illegal dupolication?
(myself) says: yes
Fh.Ik says: hmm
Fh.Ik says: you'll find hackers are walking in ms;s footsteps all the way
Fh.Ik says: or swap to linux
Fh.Ik says: lag
Fh.Ik says: ping!
(myself) says: yeah i have been meaning to get linux ever since just haven't gotten around to it and my hard drive is running out of space
Fh.Ik says: i recommend ubuntu
Fh.Ik says: but back everything up before hand you might lick the wrong thing and lose anything
Fh.Ik says: everything*
(myself) says: yeah i know
Fh.Ik says: lol lick, i mean click
(myself) says: haha
Fh.Ik says: i feel the turkey working its magic
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Fh.Ik says: um
(myself) says: Fh.Ik does not have a system that allows an audio conversation and cannot accept your invitation
Fh.Ik says: i told mn i dont have a sound card
Fh.Ik says: msn
(myself) says: aw ok
Fh.Ik says: i'll get my mic and be able to do i next week
Fh.Ik says: hen i move back to normal flat
Fh.Ik says: out of this sardine can
(myself) says: you days of luxury will be over
Fh.Ik says: no
Fh.Ik says: my normal flat is lovely
(myself) says: issit
Fh.Ik says: about twice as big as this
Fh.Ik says: yes
Fh.Ik says: room size
Fh.Ik says: you might see one of my flatmates come in sometime soon
Fh.Ik says: so i'll apologise beforehand
(myself) says: what would they be doing there 11 pm
(myself) says: aaaaaaaaaaaaah
Fh.Ik says: i dunno
(myself) says:
(myself) says:
Fh.Ik says: hehe
Fh.Ik says: your not amused
Fh.Ik says: i fail as a clown
Fh.Ik says: nanana batman
(myself) says: i feel like a
Fh.Ik says: brewski
(myself) says: of milo
Fh.Ik says: oh
Fh.Ik says: i just had some vanilla tea
(myself) says: chiers
Fh.Ik says: massive
Fh.Ik says: nice glass
(myself) says: its the only way
Fh.Ik says: hehe
Fh.Ik says: how does it feel
Fh.Ik says: being in an aquarium
(myself) says: wott
Fh.Ik says: on my screen your in a box
Fh.Ik says: and im watching
(myself) says: i hope i am as entertaining as i feel
Fh.Ik says: im not sure how tot take that
(myself) says: be offended
Fh.Ik says: ok
(myself) says: gypsy joker would not take it any other way
Fh.Ik says: blinded by the lighty
(myself) says: ah the cops
Fh.Ik says: im nta gysie jkr
Fh.Ik says: i jus dont like hair cuts
Fh.Ik says: so i shaved it off
(myself) says: you just dont have the x factor man
Fh.Ik says: look at my unix book
Fh.Ik says: its been opened 4 times
Fh.Ik says: now (myself) sends:
Fh.Ik says: what is it
Fh.Ik says: can i send dido
(myself) says: now all you have to do is with some headphones do this
Fh.Ik says: do what
(myself) says: it doesnt work to well on webcam
(myself) says: like a dj
(myself) says: yeah that
Fh.Ik says: heheh
Fh.Ik says: heh
Fh.Ik says: one down
Fh.Ik says: yuuumi
Fh.Ik says: someone looks busy
Fh.Ik says: do you want to watch me get drunker
(myself) says: yeah man
Fh.Ik says: ok maan
Fh.Ik says: i'll be right back dide
Fh.Ik says: dude
(myself) says: is that a widescreen tv
Fh.Ik says: no
Fh.Ik says: its just a normal 51 cm teac flatscreen
(myself) says: i have 80cm
Fh.Ik says: nice
(myself) says: s-video for ps2
Fh.Ik says: really
Fh.Ik says: brb
(myself) says: ok
Fh.Ik says: hang on a tic
(myself) says: ok
(myself) says: who issit
Fh.Ik says: did you see her?
(myself) says: no
Fh.Ik says: flatmate
(myself) says: show now
Fh.Ik says: she's gone now
Fh.Ik says: but when she comes back i'll show
(myself) says: you mean that it would be inconvenient
Fh.Ik says: not really
(myself) says:
Fh.Ik says: well
Fh.Ik says: she didnt want to be on then
Fh.Ik says: but yeah
Fh.Ik says: she's on the phone
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(myself) says:
Fh.Ik says: brb again
(myself) says: ok
Fh.Ik says: females..
Fh.Ik says: /clear
Fh.Ik says: /clear
(myself) says: /clear
Fh.Ik says: /clear
Fh.Ik says: /clear
Fh.Ik says: /clear
Fh.Ik says: /clear
Fh.Ik says: ok
Fh.Ik says: now its offscreen
Fh.Ik says: you just had alot of milo
Fh.Ik says: hehe
(myself) sends:
(myself) says: i did
Fh.Ik says: im listening to the one you sent
(myself) says: that a bit more your style
Fh.Ik says: is that jewish rap?
(myself) says: hahahaha
Fh.Ik says: is it?
(myself) says: no its dutch
Fh.Ik says: ah
Fh.Ik says: can you understand it?
Fh.Ik says: they say f in english though
(myself) says: ha yeah i know
(myself) says: most of it
Fh.Ik says: you know to speak it?
(myself) says: yeh
Fh.Ik says: serious
(myself) says: dude its on my site
Fh.Ik says: i havent had time to read yet?
(myself) says: http://gewerq.diaryland.com/habit.html
(myself) says: http://gewerq.diaryland.com/namakwaland.html
Fh.Ik says: does google translate
Fh.Ik says: dutch
(myself) says: yeah but you end up understanding less
Fh.Ik says: how are we supposed to know what you said then?
(myself) says: that is the point
Fh.Ik says: ok
(myself) says:
Fh.Ik says: so its like a prayer?
(myself) says: what is
Fh.Ik says: the dutch bits
(myself) says: its a song
Fh.Ik says: ok
Fh.Ik sends:
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Fh.Ik says: its abit bif
Fh.Ik says: big
Fh.Ik says: i'll reencode
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(myself) says:
Fh.Ik sends: Open(Alt+P)
(myself) says: Sorry, kind treasure, but I must leave you now
I find best, however, jammer, I could talk always with you
We were this way united with its tweeen as the states
But my back zat you to flirt with my half-measures
I had everything in the breaches, but I did not make myself very
People had warned me, but I gave no one f
Because I knew certainly it, no, I did not think of perhaps
I have me own eyes, I
Fh.Ik says: its taking awhile to translate
(myself) says: its a crappy site that
Fh.Ik says: mm
Fh.Ik says: it translated your weather pixie
(myself) says: i must be away to bed soon
(myself) says: hahaha
Fh.Ik says: hehe
Fh.Ik says: thats ok
Fh.Ik says: what times it there?
Fh.Ik says: 2.27?
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(myself) says: 2:27
Fh.Ik says: what are you doing once you wake up?
(myself) says: tomorrow?
Fh.Ik says: yeah today to be pedantic
(myself) says: dont know probably play pes4
(myself) says: why do you ask
Fh.Ik says: sounds like fun
Fh.Ik says: now i got a better comp
Fh.Ik says: all i want to do is play on it all day
(myself) says: this song can put me to sleep
Fh.Ik says: its nice
Fh.Ik says: but i love the remix
(myself) says: yeah its nice
(myself) says: well i am away to bed now good night
Fh.Ik says: ok
Fh.Ik says: catch you

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