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2004-09-12 - 1:17 p.m. eyewitnesses? you must be crazy
The first two days of operation healthy sleeping habits have produced moderate success with more to come. Last night I went to bed not completely at peace and the bed felt so uncomfortable, I just couldn't relax and get to sleep. This is not unexpected though as I knew the first few days of this will be the hardest, apart from fearing myslef that I might not keep to the plan. I discovered something else about myself today, not all good news. I offered to help out a friend do some pretty physical work. It felt the right thing to do, and it was easy to feel a sort of selfrighteousness for doing the work just because I could. But I can't really explain what happened next, or rather why it happened, I tired mentally pretty quickly, my friend not noticing really. There were a few splinters annoying me, and for some reason that just made me subconciously fear the work. In the end it didn't matter. I just want to become tougher. Well, that's history. Anthem of the day now, quite appropriate since I don't understand much Arabic.
C'est le son du tiers monde
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